The past two days were really rough on me. I am used to pain, sure, but it was getting to the point where I couldn’t even think about anything else. I began feeling so overwhelmed; asking myself questions like, “Is this going to go on forever?”
I just had my first post partum period earlier this month, and so right about now would be when ovulate. I was thinking that maybe, possibly all this uterine pain could be from ovulating? For two days, my entire pelvic area was sore beyond what felt reasonable. It ached terribly. I took pain medications, and could still feel the throbbing, though I didn’t care about it once the pain relief kicked in.
I wrote in the MDC pelvic organ prolapse thread, asking if anyone else experiences such problems while ovulating, and then noticed that I made a post about two weeks before I started my period, where I asked almost the same thing. “I haven’t started my period yet, but am thinking all this terrible aching is because I am ovulating? Does anyone else experience this?” Seems I just forgot about the pain I had last month. So, this is going to happen every month? I guess I can handle that. If it has a reason, and goes away, I can deal with that. I hate trying to get through pain that I cannot blame on anything, and has no end in sight.
I woke up this morning, not feeling as terrible, thankfully. This is good timing, since we are leaving for Anderson, California tonight, and I have done nothing to get ready for the trip. All I have been doing is watching a lot of shows on surfthechannel.com (catching up on Heroes), sending meaningless Tweets to Twitter, and laying in bed with the kids. I am sure they are bored senseless by now. I hope that we have a fun, relaxing weekend. I sure do need it.
